Peace in the Home (Womb) 15 y
a vent about life
I had a major conflict with my in-laws regarding the homeless kitten I adopted. Iíve made numerous attempts to be friendly, to be family,etc. Well a few days ago, I stopped being peacemaker and turned on the ugly a little bit. Sometimes you just have to let go of people and drop dead weight. Iím not going to lower myself to other peopleís standards. Iím not going to give away my cat because of someoneís years old issues with power and terrority. The cat came into my life for a reason. My husband loves the cat. Itís like pet therapy for him. No I decided no more stress off this house. No mo ... read more
Embracing God's Liquid Light of Love 15 y
spiritual revelation about my womb dis-ease
During a meditation (a very brief 15 minute meditation) I asked the Holy Spirit to come and protect me and follow me on my guided journey. Most of my visualisations involved just myself but sometime back I began asking the Holy Spirit to protect me and help me not to be afraid to seek Godís face.
Well anyway the first color that popped into my head was Violet/Purple-ish, White-ish...Well anyway, it was such a profound and bizarre spiritual experience, I will talk about it on Thursday when Iím home and have done another meditation to compare.
I know that the fibroids will not go away ... read more
Lowest Point of My Life 15 y
wtf am I two years old again???
I have journeyed 33 times around the sun and tonight I wet the bed. Actually, the kitten wet the bed first *LOL* and POOPED too. Thank goodness there werenít any worms but it was clear that the cat had not pooped in days. I digress. Words canít express the depths to which my emotions snack over these two days. After hearing that I have a fibroid, things began to downhill. I donít think my husband really understands how much this bothers me. I yelled at my husband because I didnít find his orgasm jokes funny tonight. Theyíre usually funny but right now I donít feel like laughing.
I donít ... read more
Here Kitty Kitty! 15 y
cozy and comfortable
My Spiritual Garden 15 y
new pics in my blog album
Iíve uploaded some pics of my garden. Hereís one for Leslie...
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Park a Crown Victoria Under the Solstice Bush 15 y
when it rains, it pours!
Okay I wanted to say hang it under the christmas tree but tomorrow IS the Summer Solstice and my garden is in the ground. Solstice is about balance and PROSPERITY. Hence, Iím going to start imagining huge(well theyíre big to begin with!) Crown Victorias driving around in big circles underneath tremendous maple trees. Yes this might be the most cracked out post Iíve ever made BUT you just pictures it didnít ya?!
Last night a really bad thunderstorm ran through the area and blew down a tree in my husbandís path. He didnít have time to stop and well...the car is totaled. So now we do not hav ... read more
Self Reliant Living...the lesson of Hurricane Katrina 15 y
Reading Torrieís post about having to go an hour out of her way to buy natural foods, reminds me of why Iíve been investing a lot of time in planting a big garden. I wish I could say something positive about the cucumbers at Walmart but oh well I canít :-)
Perhaps I had to live in a town with no grocery store like Whole Foods so I could learn to live off the land, less dependent on ready made stuff,etc.etc.etc. visit the page
The Drive Out and Stroking Out at Whole Foods 15 y
long intense post
Yeah so I fell asleep at the wheel in standstill traffic on the Cross Bronx Expressway. Aside from that, this drive was much better than the last hurried drive out here. I was extremely motivated to get here and drop off my dog Sophie. If I was going to keep her, Iíd make her adjust to my sleep schedule. However, between her and Scoobie, Iíve not been getting good sleep and well I get really mean when Iím sleep deprived. I feel a little guilty because Sophie is advanced in years and I feel that she should be with me in the country. Honestly, if I had my own home, I would keep her. She irri ... read more
Spiritual Matters...Trust but Verify 15 y
I was having a discussion with my husband about the Magisterium.
I was also very involved with various new age movements before returning to the Roman Catholic Church. My blog does have a new age íringí to it, a little more eclectic than most new agers because I didnít wholeheartedly abandon the Catholic church in all my frustration. Anyway, Iíve been engaged in a bible reading program and wondering about the strength of my critical thinking skills. I do think that a lot of us old time new agers consider critical thinking and skepticism to be clo ... read more
Another Day, A New Project 15 y
100 days project info
I did feel better this morning till I looked at my bank account. I had two overdraft fees. Eventually after ranting about it, I just came to the realisation that it was my responsibility. Anyway, I donít care about that.
Iím going to participate in the 100 days experiment on
Iím going to use my current Fruitarian Fitness challenge blog here on curezone to document this. I DO have some things Iíve been wanting to do that I might have mentioned here previously or written down in my moleskine hipster pda. My Jobís Tears seeds are growing. ... read more
Emotional Vent! 15 y
not a nutter, I'm just frustrated...explicit language used!
I hate when I eat to excess because Iím nervous, irritated,etc. No one understands. No one gets it when I drink too much coffee, eat too many snacks or take too much cake at staff parties, well what I consider to be too much. I guess if I was around healthy, vibrant people, my behaviour would seem strange or cause for concern. I have not been feeling myself these days, not depressed but a little blah-ish. Iíve been dog-sitting for my sisterís dog and the two dogs together are driving me crazy and making me reconsider if I really want kids after all. Then today was supposed to be the day th ... read more
Lotus Feet of God 15 y
some thoughts about my life
Iíve been following a bible reading program for a few days now. Itís just hysterical almost how truly bad things start happening whenever I start reading the Bible, saying the rosary and meditating/doing my yoga everyday.
My mother is pressuring me to go to nursing school. I do not wish to do that right now even though she offered to pay. My marriage is still young, husband is not on his feet and financial responsibilities need fulfillment. Perhaps at a later date. Going to Walmart today to return some unneccesary items bought and will buy frozen vegetables and organic rice. Organic ite ... read more
Becoming the Lotus 15 y
from the Egyptian Book of the Dead
As if Iíd slept a thousand years underwater I wake into a new season. I am the blue lotus rising. I am the cup of dreams and memory opening--I, the thousand-petaled flower. At dawn the sun rises naked and new as a babe; I open myself and am entered by light. This is the joy, the slow awakening into fire as one by one the petals open, as the fingers that held tight the secret unfurl. I let go of the past and release the fragrance of flowers.
I open and light descends, fills me and passes through, each thin blue petal reflected perfectly in clear water. I am that lotus filled with light r ... read more
Spiritual Gardening/Running Marathons 15 y
I'm still here!
I am happy to be able to officially call myself a marathoner. I finished the Long Island Half Marathon in under three hours, three hours being the official cutoff time. Anyway, I really pushed myself and as such have been resting all week (no exercise). Today was such a beautiful day that I felt compelled to be íactiveí again. I sowed some seeds for chard, beet, cucumbers and canteloupe. Felt good to be moving around and getting lots of fresh air. I stretched my knee which had taken a beating running 13.1 miles without stopping. I think I might take up race walking or get better shoes. I l ... read more
Birth As We Know It (When is God When...) 15 y
birth as we know it..a stunning DVD
I bought the DVD. I HIGHLY recommend it to EVERYONE. It is a wonderful DVD filled with the most unique information. I am very excited to watch this DVD with my husband. We have date night this week and weíre going to watch it together. The dolphin birth scenes are especially moving and those are my favorites! I will post an indepth review about this movie this weekend. Iím about my spring cleaning business having opened both my windows for the first time. The air is crisp, cold and refreshing. I am imagining Godís cleansing spirit moving through the air cleaning out the stale, winter emoti ... read more
Conscious Conception 15 y
new book and some thoughts
new book and some thoughts
Iíve received a wonderful book called Conscious Conception. It is perhaps a blessing because I needed the mental boost today. My husband and I needed an infusion of faith and belief. I need to go to church this week for confession so I made a special appointment with the pastor. He was happy to oblige which is quite a switch from the priests in New York! Anyway, I am irritated with myself for not attending church every week, itís only an hour after all. I wish my husband would want to go more then Iíd be more enthusiastic about going. I donít want to be the ty ... read more
case of the disappearing blog entries! 15 y
missing blog entries
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