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  • I did something a wife should never do   by  ren     17 y     3,327       6 Messages Shown       Blog: Wedding Blog (and life thereafter)
    I uttered a cussword to my fiance when I was angry at him last night. I didn't use directly AT him, as in you effing m*o*o*n but I used the f word in an angry fashion. Of course he didn't like it and reminded me that he's never talked to me that way. That's true. I wanted to instantly defend myself but I knew what I did was very wrong. I was not raised with parents who curse. Anyway, I was already stressed with my mother's non-stop nagging this past weekend or actually on Friday up till the very time I had to drop my sister to the airport. I still have the pain in my shoulders and neck and my throat is still sore from my bulimic episodes this weekend.

    I wish this wedding to be over pretty soon. I'm turning into one of those bridezilla type girls and I hate it.
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    • thots   by  #5397     17 y     1,023
      hi
      i feel like i should give u some advice, maybe im wrong, but i got really hectic and stressed before my wedding 4yrs ago, and i got mad and resentful toward my man becuz i felt like he wasnt participating enuff. after all, he was the one who really wanted the wedding. nyways, i just wanna say , dont think that getting married will resolve the problem, or that after u get married things will be much better that this is just a stressful time for u. if u get this mad now before ur married chances r u r going to get this mad after ur married, and maybe worse.
      my suggestion, wait on marriage, get to know each other more. there might be some unresolved issues in ur life or his life or both. try to work it out before u get married....not after. i wish i had. i got married in a hurry becuz i was afraid we were going to do something physical that i would regret. and those little unresolved issues just got worse and then the resentment comes in and now we r seperated.
      think about it
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    • oh, ren!   by  Liora Leah     17 y     1,120
      I am concerned for you, ren. Bulemic episodes--so you can fit into your wedding dress? is it worth your health--physical, mental, emotional? why not get a wedding dress a size larger than what you usually wear, or see if the seams on the one you already have can be let out, so you can eat all you want and enjoy it, and not worry about it being too tight on your wedding day? your fiance will love you even with some extra pounds--he's already committed to marrying you as you are! this may not be the time to try and keep your weight down, especially when you are stressed. your cursing, not your usual mode of communicating with your fiance, is a sign that things are out of hand stress-wise for you. diet after the wedding, after the honeymoon, in a safe way. take some time for yourself away from the family and your fiance if they are stressing you--even if you have to leave the house and turn off your cell phone--go to the local park, or a large body of water (I don't know where you live--is there a lake, river, or even a stream nearby?) and relax, meditate. spend some time in nature enjoying Spring. Love yourself.

      Love, Liora
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      • Re: oh, ren!   by  ren     17 y     1,156
        Nawww I gave up on trying to fit into my cousin's dress and bought my own. The bulimia episode was from stress. God gave me a gift and that is a whole week in the house BY MYSELF with my puppy dog and my fishes (who speak to me telepathically btw!). I agree about the healing qualities of nature and so I spent a considerable amount of time in the garden yesterday, cleaning the fish pong, planting Leslie's Job Tears and burning a bunch of nag champa incense. I feel much much better!
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    • Hey, darling.   by  annaconda     17 y     1,089
      I know how you feel - I've been having that "can't wait till this is OVER" feelings every once in a while, and I know it's going to ramp up.

      You're going to be beautiful. Thank goodness you have bikram. When they piss you off, save it. Save it and WORK IT OUT.

      I have been running off aggression. It leaves me exhausted and happy.

      Love to yoU!!!!!!!!!!
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